Utterly exhausted...

***Warning: This is a venting post. If you don't want to hear me whine a little, ok-a lot, read no further. I just need to get a little frustration out.***

I'm tired. I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired of not being able to trust people-even my closest friends. I'm tired of getting home late and staying up later to work. I'm tired of drama. I'm tired of all my friends finding love & having kids & me still being single-with absolutely NO prospects. I'm tired of worrying about people I love even though there's nothing I can do. I'm tired of hearing people's problems and carrying the weight of everyone's problems, including my own. I'm tired of people who won't step up and do anything. I'm tired of people who say they'll do stuff and don't. I'm tired of gas prices going up. I'm tired of feeling financially strained. I'm tired of being far away from my family. I'm tired of emotional and mental games. I'm tired of trying to get middle schoolers to listen to me. I'm tired of feeling like I need to sleep for 12 hours just to function. I'm tired of people who think they know everything. I'm tired of followers who ought to be leaders. I'm tired of never feeling like I'm enough. I'm tired of giving 110% for nothing. I'm tired.

Did I mention that I'm tired?

Ok, that's a depressing list but here's the good news. I know that all these things are just temporary. I will feel better. I will have a better perspective on the world probably later today but definitely by the weekend. I'm just a bit overwhelmed right now.

And that's that. Sorry if I depressed you but I guess now you know specifically how to pray. :)
I promise a more uplifting post at some point this week.

Blessings,
Bethany
But as for me, I will always have hope; I will praise You more and more.
Psalm 71:14